There’s something honest about admitting you don’t have it all figured out and if I’m being real with you, that’s exactly where I am.
For a long time, I thought “finding my purpose” would feel clear. Like one day I’d wake up and just know. No doubts, no questions, no second-guessing. Just confidence and direction. But that’s not how it’s unfolded for me.
Learning my purpose has been messy. It’s been slow. It’s been full of starts and stops and quiet moments where I’ve wondered if I’m even getting it right. And if I’m honest? I’m still not 100% sure I have it all nailed down.
But here’s what I do know. I’ve been nudged. In small ways. In uncomfortable ways. In moments I didn’t expect. I’ve felt this gentle but persistent pull on my heart to teach, to share, to walk alongside other women especially moms—who are trying to grow in their faith just like I am. And I need to say this before anything else: I am not an expert.
I’m not a theologian. I’m not a pastor. I’m not someone with a perfectly structured quiet time or a color-coded Bible (although those are beautiful, and I admire them).
I’m just me.
An every day, working mom. Living in the middle of the chaos, the laundry piles, the mental to-do lists, the moments of overwhelm—and still trying to make space for Jesus in the middle of it all. And maybe that’s exactly the point. Because I know what it feels like to want to grow in your faith… but not know where to start. I know what it feels like to open your Bible and feel a little lost.
To wonder:
Am I doing this right?
Where do I even begin?
Why does this feel so overwhelming when it’s supposed to feel life-giving?
I’ve been there. Honestly, I still have those moments. But along the way, I’ve also learned a few things. Not because I have it all figured out but because I’ve been willing to keep showing up. To keep learning. To keep trying again, even when I fall off track.
I’ve gathered little tools, small habits, simple rhythms that have helped me stay connected and keep growing—even in seasons where life feels busy or heavy. And for years now, there’s been this quiet thought in the back of my mind: “Maybe you’re meant to help others with this.” I pushed it off for a long time. Because who am I to teach anyone anything? But the more I sit with it, the more I realize something important:
You don’t have to be ten steps ahead of someone to walk alongside them. Sometimes you just have to be one step ahead… or even just willing to take the next step together. Every single day, people make the life-changing decision to place their faith in Jesus. And it’s beautiful. It’s powerful. It’s everything. But if we’re being honest? It can also feel overwhelming.
Because after that moment… then what?
Where do you start?
What do you read?
How do you pray?
How do you build a relationship with someone you can’t physically see?
Those questions are real. And they matter.
And while there are so many incredible teachers, pastors, and resources out there (and I absolutely encourage learning from them), I also believe there’s room for something else too.
There’s room for the girl who is still in it.
The one who is learning as she goes.
The one who is figuring it out in real time.
The one who isn’t perfect but is willing to be honest.
That’s where I come in. I’m not here to overwhelm you with complicated theology or make you feel like you’re behind. I’m here to sit with you on the couch, coffee in hand, and say:
“Hey… let’s figure this out together.”
I want to help simplify things.
To share what’s worked for me.
To be real about what hasn’t.
To remind you that you don’t need a perfect routine or hours of quiet time to start growing your faith. You just need a willing heart. If you’re at the very beginning of your journey, welcome. I’m so glad you’re here. If you’ve been walking with Jesus for a while but feel stuck or disconnected—you’re not alone. And if you’re somewhere in between, trying to be consistent but also juggling life, motherhood, and everything else… I see you.
This space? It’s for you.
We’re not chasing perfection here.
We’re choosing progress.
We’re choosing grace.
We’re choosing to show up—even when it’s not perfect.
Because growth doesn’t happen all at once. It happens in the small, everyday moments. And maybe… just maybe… purpose isn’t something you suddenly find one day. Maybe it’s something you grow into—step by step, in obedience, in faith, and in the quiet “yes” you say when God nudges your heart. So, if you’re looking for a place to start, or restart…
You don’t have to have it all figured out.
You just have to begin.
